Suzie

Miracles happen

WOW...... I am kinda speechless. I just had a phone call that has left me feeling so happy. Mavis, whom I met at Penhurst has been to the hospital, her x-ray shows that she no longer has any debris in her lungs, praise the Lord. Prayer is such a precious and powerful gift, given to us by our Father to be used unconditionally. It was the power of prayer that has made this happen. I am so glad that God heard our prayers. Thank you Father God. I am planning to go and visit her during the half term week, while Allan and his family are away. yay a road trip, only thing is telling Allan, don't think he will be too happy, I may just tell him when he comes back :) I will pray and seek advice from my Father.

I have just finished a book called 90 minutes in heaven. It is a fabulous book, I would recommend it to anyone. Anyone who knows me can take a library ticket anytime. :p

I have been reading my journal. It has been quite revealing and sad. In March I wrote some pretty horrible dark stuff. It is amazing how quickly we can go down hill and forget what we have, and just become so irrational in behaviour and thoughts. Logic and common sense fly out of the window. We become so full of self pity, that it feels like the whole world is collapsing around us. Why am I so vulnerable? Why am I so weak? Why can't I be strong and dependable all the time? Why can't I be happy and content? The simple answer is because I am human and live in a strange world, full of aggression and selfishness. Oh to be a bigger person. Everyday is a big blessing and everyday is a challenge. Most days I will fail my Father in some small or large way. But there are some days when it is so peaceful, and I am in my Fathers arms, it is hard to leave, to let them end.

I am learning so many things at the moment. God is taking me through so many amazing journeys, not only with Him but with many other people, of all ages and sizes :). It is so amazing seeing how God is working in others lives. Some of these people are so blind to their small blessings, that I am convinced only come from our Father, it is a real joy to be a part of that. Thank you Father for the privilege.

I am so tired, I think I will continue this post another time, God Bless you all.

posted by suzie @ 2:07 PM